Having been in a bad relationship,
I've come to realize that it just won't work anymore.
He never intended for us to be together;
he was only interested in physical interaction, and so was I.
But in this case,
he's too good to just have a casual fling.
I need someone who's cruel, someone I can hate later.
He's just so charming that I can't bring myself to despise him,
and that's slowly chipping away at my good heart, or at least what's left of it.
I've downloaded a dating app, and it seems so easy to find those guys I can hate.
Thanks to my parents, many people are drawn to my appearance.
It's not really mine, but it's okay because it helps me in many ways.
Today, I talked to my ex, and he said,
'I don't think you'll be in Japan two years from now.'
That made me reconsider my direction in life.
I love my hometown and Japan,
but I know I'm not meant to stay where I am right now.
I'll be leaving Japan to pursue my dreams.
甘くても毒は毒だよ。
keep it away to stay healthy
